or is it?
Time will heal...
TIme will tell..
Time is of the essence..

Time is just emit spelled backwards.

I want to work and live in New York.

I need to be in New York.

I love.

I work.

I'm depressed.

i think it's that i never believed him...

I do now....

I don't, however, believe you any more....its a wonder you believe yourself...

I'm sorry to all who read this..I use my lj for venting the drama when I need to...I have an alternative blog for all the goodness and happiness ...I don't want to bring this alternate and seldom lived feeling....I don't need cheering up or love or anything...i'm far from depressed ...it's just to say what might build up....that being said ( Read more... )

What's happened to me? How did I ever let it get this far ( Read more... )

so I've avoided saying what i'm about to say...cause i didn't feel i needed to say it but that's a load of bull and I have to say it at least once ...clearly even if it's bunk so that it was said and I can really move on ( Read more... )

I'm not totally sure what it is about me but i went through that whole..i don't really want a relationship...i'm not even needing anyone right now phase....but tonight...i did...i wanted a relationship...i wanted someone to love....i have no one to fill that void...i suppose it's the 3 people who have been in love or lust around me lately...it gets ( Read more... )

I worked today from 12 to 5 and then i told tegal and tyler that i would help with strike...and the move..cause it was only the two of them and the LD...so the LD kinda stole me and i just helped him..and there was one other lady...strike 1 ( Read more... )

to ourselves that is...I mean life is easier, happier....the way we want it...isn't it? All we have to do is lie to ourselves about what we want, what we are...if we are right or wrong?...and whos to tell us it's a lie anyhow?...people who put us down are just mean aren't they? they aren't honest they aren't doing us any good ...they're just mean ( Read more... )

i would just like to thank curtis earth for making me happy ( Read more... )

if anyone knows of someone with the following criteria ...please send them my way...

looks like mark ruffalo..
is funny like mark ruffalo..
is charming like mark ruffalo
is mark ruffalo...

cheers