i don't know where it came from and i don't know where it went but something big has been here....i get it now ( Read more... )

1. people piss me off ( Read more... )

i'm sorry. you didn't deserve that, i mean, maybe you did but you didn't. i'm fucked up. i've fucked up. not like that. i have a dire need to straighten my mind out, its not even a rope in a knot, its, well...it's not you...my mind went there out of jealousy or whatever, i don't get it myself fully but i am sorry ( Read more... )

i feel fucking awesome...
i do

ouch

AHHAHAHAH...what were you thinking... i'm so much smarter than you think i am. Silly ass. compensate all you want. Lie you little albino ass off...i'm happy now no joke and even you can't bring me down.

i needed tonight,
there were parts that were weird.
i learned about myself today.
I feel damn good for whats going on.

there is still much to do.

don't hide from me.

my dog died.

i found a new friend.

i got the hug i needed.

i noticed you don't call me either.

a part of me died too,

but a part was created as well.

I am the most beautiful samurai sword, it's all just another fold.

i'm a black hole ( Read more... )

my blood just ran warm when i heard that caleb is dating holly...holly is sweet but not all there, maybe that fits, maybe hes fucking with me, cause he knows that i talk to tj and lydia,...maybe he was just kiddin or lying....i'm so depressed and alone....i'm much better than holly, i'm prettier, i'm smarter, and funnier...who cares let them go to ( Read more... )