Im a 19 year old son of a bitch! haha

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! ha. no i have a full time job now! its exciting... im basically getting paid to learn engineering. im gonna be rollin in the doe!!! ha ok sweet!

but im still in a bad mood...as always

i love being a flirt haha :D

i fucking hate my dad!! after all this time to try and gain his trust( a LONG fucking time!) he still doesn't trust me. Over the littlest fucking thing, he still doesn't believe me!!!! i fucking hate him. fuck this, fuck everything, fuck the world1!!!! GOD DAMMIT ( Read more... )

if i dont do anything for myself in life, do it in spite of her.
if i dont help myself in life, know that i am giving.
if i dont make it in life, know its my fault.
if i...if i...if

i have no idea.

Fuck everything
fuck everyone

good thing its vacation

ok well, im in a wicked bad mood right now, and im pissed off at someone for something they did...GRRRRRRRRR >:|
why does it always happen to me? that will always puzzle me

just got brakes for me car, recording studio set up, things are goin good, scratch that, AWESOME right now. pointless

life is good, well sorta...minus the O.D.s and in schools, and the fact that im doing shitty in school, and alot of the people who really care about me are worried about where in going. looks like i shouldnt have much to be happy about but IM FUCKING FANTASTIC!!!!!

ITS A FUCKING LIVE!!!!! LIKE REALLY THIS TIME ITS ALIVE!!! my car to be exact. ahahaha!