I have no idea where Robert and I are going. Things are just not working out like i thought they would. My feekings never seem to matter anymore. Maybe its cuz i have too many feelings. I know I have alot of issues to fix in myself, but i know its just not me. Thats how i am always to believe it seems. I dont believe that i would be happier with ( Read more... )

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Why does it take something so god damn stupid to make ya wanna change yourself for the better. Ok so the other day Madonna was on MTV with her new document. What happend was shocking. I couldnt change the channel. I have never been a madonna fan. Yes her songs are catchy and make ya wanna shake the Jubbleys i dont have. As i watched i took in ( Read more... )

I came home from work today, like i wrote yesterday i thought that robert was buying snakes without discussing it with me. So of course there was 2 snakes on the table. I dont mind cus i love snakes, but if i was to spen any money i would have to say something about it first. When i told him i wasnt happy that he never talked to me about buying the ( Read more... )

I watched the best movie the other day. So fucken freaky. High Tension. Its a horror flick that is i think from europe about this lezbo and her friend. Not going to say anymore about it, But wow what a flippen good movie. Work is going well. I have made more than what i was expecting this pay period. YAYNESS! Things are going pritty well this week ( Read more... )

nothing realy to write about. My friend Chris is commen up from Cali to visit some of his friends. I think we will just go to Roberts work and have a few and catch up. I currently cannot by any means get the red out of my hair. The bleach has had its last option since my hair is extreamly brittle right now. I think that is a very good sign to STOP ( Read more... )

this week i have decided to do something a little different. I am just a little too wound up on Robert is doing and a little too controlling at times. Im extreamly jelouse to the point that i dont let myself have fun. Im always asking him who he is talking to and where he's been. this is not a great way to keep a relationship going. I have told ( Read more... )

Today i cleaned up the work out room, cuz Robert is going through his "im fat so im going to pout" stage. I hate people sometimes. We went out lastnight and one of his friends said that he's gained some weight. Now if another person came up to you and said that. You would take it bad. Right? What makes people think that is an ok thing to tell ( Read more... )

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