so ive started this chocolate diet...n i really dont feel like typing but everyone's told me that i dont update enough....hurr u go bitches...so ive started this chocolate diet bc i think in the end it'll make everyone happy. ill b full of chocolate which obviously will make me a happy camper, and when my metabolism slows down n kicks my ass to the ( Read more... )

alright...havent updated in a while and im SURE you all have been crying yourselves to sleep over that fact every night...fucking losers. so what have i been up to...being bitched at constantly about my math grade and not getting into college and not becoming what my parents have always dreamed i would become....boring and successful. whoopsie ( Read more... )

A - Age you got your first kiss: sometime in elementary school...it was forced...ive been a sexual creature since birth what can i say ( Read more... )

i've been having a pretty good time being sober...which suprises me bc ive been following the "go ask alice" theory on sobriety for a while. its something along the lines of once you have drugs, theres no life without them. life without any drugs is a bleak, colorless existance. and ive really believed that but ive gone almost a week now without ( Read more... )

so...two members of the pants family are gone for days and days...and i dont know what to do with myself :( and i dont want to b like certain ppl n only complain about how bored I'LL be while they're gone rather than hoping they have a great time (which i do) but, specifically, the two of them leaving has made me realize that to an extent i hang ( Read more... )

edit to last entry....eric is like lord and master of the red zone. and i really believe that everything he did for me that night was just him wanting to hook-up with me n then when he realized that i wasnt going to it was him waiting for me to pass out so then he oculd go hook up with another girl bc god forbid he goes ANYWHERE and doesnt touch a ( Read more... )

so i was thinking....in 11 days im going to be the big birthday girl. but then i thought to myself, in 8 days its Easter. which would mean that on the 27th i would get presents and be all happy. then depression and a present hiatus would set in for 2 days...then i would get a lot of presents again. that all sounds very silly to me. so what i came ( Read more... )

and my new obsession is.....old records and jigsaw puzzles....rock n roll

my mom was on the phone with my great aunt tonight...she was talking to the woman about 5 feet away from me but she didnt know i was in the room. they started talking about me and my plans and my birthday n my mom said "yea she's looking at colleges in texas and colorado and california (excluding the colleges im ACTUALLY looking at in new england) ( Read more... )

AND NOW...IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER...WHAT ERIN FEELS LIKE TYPING ( Read more... )