so...i was dragged into myspace and i havent looked back since. and then i looked back and reviewed all of my fantabulous entries on livejournal and saw just how much they touched each and every one of my thousands of devoted readers lives' and i thought to myself "eh, what the hell." so here i am. whats been happening lately is the worst moment in ( Read more... )

so school has started again...and i have senoritis so bad i cant believe i've made it out of bed and dragged my ass to school for eight days AND COUNTING...im quite an amazing girl. but the problem with this year, on top of it being my LAST YEAR AT HEREFORD!!!!!!!!!!!! (which btw, is no problem for me)...is that i seem to be falling back into old ( Read more... )

eric fucked julienne...n everyone knew about it...n nobody told me...n she lied about it right to me...and he ignored it...and im a mess...bc im a stupid pathetic girl bc i shouldnt care but its betrayal on top of girlie rules being broken on top of stupid eric's dick. fucking hate drama.

so...school ended a week ago tomorrow. so im only a week into summer and im already worried about myself...cant you jus smell the bad things on my horizon? i can and they STINK. lets recap; well...actually i cant remember many specific things...or at least i cant associate most of what ive done with days...ok so at some point in the last week i ( Read more... )

im scared...im terrified actually that the same shit will have happened all over again and ill b once again dragged around the emotional roller coaster only this time it'll hurt even MORE because my Mr.Big will be hurting me indirectly...yea im talking out of my ass but it all makes sense in my head. i feel like carrie in that one sex and the city ( Read more... )

i think i need to start making some childhood memories that i can acutally remember. the end.

so today was the senior awards ceremony aka junior skip day. i met the gede's at school at 7:00 equipt with my purple n white starred footie pajamas. i put those bad boys on and went out to breakfast with the girls, minus jaimie bc her mom is a poop face. then the four of us went to wal mart to get rachel's pictures developed, we sat in the book ( Read more... )

im freezing and i dont know why...and my mom thinks she's having a heart-attack but doesnt want to go to the hospital...she jus wants ibprofin...wwwhhhhaaaatttteeevvvvveeerrr. i was rummaging through old pictures in my dad's office and i came across a few of my dad SUPER drunk or high...and in an M&M's costume w/super duper skinny legs. muahahahaha ( Read more... )

yerp so im your average, everyday, run-of-the-mill loser tonight. i have about four parties i could be at but instead im home by midnight so's i can get a good rest for my goddamned track meet tomorrow. gotta rest the ovaries i suppose. but its prolly for the best that im here bc i know if i were out id be wasted by now and i think that the reason ( Read more... )

strange crazy night...i went to exxon w/no shoes on n bought chocolate...danced until my spine went crookid....saw two lovely gentlemen waltzing...saw nikki buser leave a place w/her tail between her legs (whoop)...saw people make yahtzee....yatzee...that game w/dice...almost a contact sport...met a big black man who wore lepord print thongs ( ( Read more... )