so i called him last night... and he was watching a movie and i told him to call me back when it was over... but i fell asleep... so he left me a cute voicemail ( Read more... )

so... alot has changed ( Read more... )

"Someone save me if you will
And take away all these pills
And please just save me, if you can
From the blasphemy in my wasteland

How did I get here
And what went wrong
Couldn't handle forgiveness
Now I'am far beyond gone
And I can hardly remember
The look of my own eyes
How could I love this
A life so dishonest
It made me compromise"

i did it again ( Read more... )

get out of my thoughts!

im moving on okay!

so just stop... leave me alone! im sick of being miserable.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh...........

why do i want you so badly.?!?!!?!?!?!

nope. im done.
its completely over. its gotta be. i neeeed to be okay. and im not...
whats wrong with me!

last night was actually alot of fun ( Read more... )

soo... tonights new years!
and i have no boy to kiss at midnight : [
am i that big of a loser lol...
PLUS. i dont even know what im doing tonight...
saginaw is most likely out of the question now.
parents are gay.
who knows :[

any ideas?

i cant take this any more!!!!!!!

i cant get over you ( Read more... )

so... im listening to the new stone sour cd. i like it alot. i got it for my mommy for christmas ( Read more... )