i really liked having my LJ even though i hardly ever rememberd to write in it...
but it's pretty much pointless for me to keep it if everyone here hates me... everything i say on here gets used against me and told to other people. fuck this. i dont want it any more.

"listen, I understand what you're saying, trust me I do. But, with her everything is different, and I've never been able to figure out why. Shes the only girl that does this to me. I don't know, I have to do, what I have to do. Not everything was hell with her, I've had some of the best times of my life with her. We have a long history. I don't ( Read more... )

so he dosent want me 'in his life' basically ( Read more... )

im getting so confused with you ( Read more... )

life is just so random at times.
fuck.

man oh man this has been quite a weird week ( Read more... )

these songs remind me of my life... for the most part.
read them if you'd like... their for the most part , my favorites.

[[song one]]LETS GO RIGHT NOW ( Read more... )

i really have been thinking alot ( Read more... )

so... i pretty much am soooo scared about this.
i've only told a very select few people about this...
but i hope to GOD im wrong about it...
blahhhhhh....
what could be worse :[
i miss jessie so much.
soooooo soooo so SO much.

im finally talking to donnie again.
thats pretty good.
he made me feel better last night when i was sad.
thanks : ]hmmm

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