so i found jesus. and i threw away some 40 ounces and started smoking weed and im moving to maui. fuck being cool, who am i kidding!??!

have i changed so much????? when i read every one elses journals its like still definitively them throughout their LJ life. and me. well. this computer bloq is dead to me for i have changed so much.

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you are reading the diary of a girl who just got out of juvey, has a beebee stuck in her foot. and H-A-T-E-S her life. oh and who is moving to eastern washington

QUESTION: what is there to do on this stupid peice of shit computer that is so worth wasting hours and hours amongst hours of my time doing????

ANSWER: not shit. you are stupid.go to bed, you stupid idiot peice of crap.

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it doesnt matter that all the good people in the world dropped out of highschool and that is why i have no one. Erik,Sarah,Tyler.........the list goes on. theyre not stupid idiots and they hated this shit too.

just when i was starting to like dances and football games and boyfriends something BAD HAS TO HAPPEN. and every aspect of school being fun is ruined and it makes me want to just leave and not go back. the fact that i havent made a real friend since 8th grade is killing me. people are assholes and whatever ill get used to it. ive got a lot of ( Read more... )

one week home was so full of spodis and kegs at 20th and just kickin it at cowen that im more sad to come back than i was in the first place. oh well, summer of sophomore year CRACKED. you better believe it. oh and a boyfriend?? yeah, i know. insane.

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okay so im in eastern washington all summer doing summer school coresspondance whatever and i am really really really missing friends and im just bored. but its stuff like this that makes me want to go home so bad.


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i feel really really fat and ugly and firzzy haired right now today sucked A NUT. god damn.