sometimes you just need to cry. for no apparent reason, you just want to and suddenly you are in a heap of tears that cannot be explained ( Read more... )

I just dont know what is wrong with me anymore. i am sure that at some level i still love him but it is what he means to me-what he embodies that i yearn. i like the idea of being married bc of what it means to me... security in knowing that no matter what happens they will be by your side and will not leave you. people are always leaving me for ( Read more... )

NEWS!!!! people have been trying to court me and i find it intriguing. i do not know what to make of this yet, mainly because it is ...new. and well, no one has been trying to court like ever. there are a few men in my life and i feel quite perturbed ( Read more... )

So tegan and i went to the castle in ybor and i had so much fun. we danced with batman-like there was a guy in a batman costume and he looked pretty cute. he kept flapping his wings in an interesting way, i mean it was funny but it was sorta cool too. good lord i am a geek! lol ( Read more... )

i have been working as a lab technician for a while now and I still love it. I like the doctor's office and i feel good being there. Life is good, i love everything-which is strange. devin is awesome, teddy is shaved and looks weird, justin is still the love of my life and his b-day was yesterday. we are going to orlando tomorrow and i dont know ( Read more... )

some ppl can be just bitches. take this one girl i know, she was such a bitch today. i wanted to slap her and tell her to shove it up her ass. i had a horrible day to begin with and then i had to deal with her choldishness? fuck that. bit then again that is how some ppl deal with drama, by being upset and not having wnough balls to confron the ( Read more... )

there is a person i want to hug and hold and never let go ( Read more... )

where do we go from here ( Read more... )

I am so happy to have gotten a new car, newer car. I can drive it and its nice and comfortable ( Read more... )

Yesterday I had my appointment/interview for the immigration papers and jive. It went extraordinarily well. I am so happy I could cry, well I did cry. I had no idea it was gonna be my interview at all, the letter did not go into detail. If anything I thought it was just my initial interview. I figured there would be several, all of which would ( Read more... )