I just...oh God. I just hurt. And it's my own fault. I just want something so badly that I'll do what I can to convince myself I have it and go on living like I'm the happiest person I know.
Today in class, my professor read aloud an excerpt from Plato's Symposium that he had wanted read at his wedding. Sitting there, listening to the passage, I wanted to cry. I fell apart, right there in class
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