trying to study. can't study. hate life ( Read more... )

I AM JUST WANTING TO PULL OUT ALL OF MY HAIR. I am exhasted. for no reason really, except oh wait. i was woken up at 3 am by a drunk EX-boyfriend who ... 5 hours later had completely blacked out talking to me. god. and then calls me crying at 7am and leaves me a million messages. wow. but .. he stayed up all night. and then went to bed after that. ( Read more... )

spoiled little brat ( Read more... )

He said goodbye from the edge of the porch ( Read more... )

This is what a woman wants...
Any man of mine better be proud of me
Even when I'm ugly he still better love me
And I can be late for a date that's fine
But he better be on time

Any man of mine'll say it fits just right
When last year's dress is just a little too tight
And anything I do or say better be okay
When I have a bad hair day

And if I ( Read more... )

went to the grocery store for a really really long time today ( Read more... )

would it be easier to say something silly ( Read more... )

i'm really confused ( Read more... )

i can't get past my own insecurities for 10 seconds ( Read more... )

i start working the bookstore on the 3rd of january. the new year. minimum wage goes up. this time i vow not to spend all my income on bullshit and stuff. i need the actual money. like kinda bad. i think my cell phone bill is due tomorrow. i dont have the money to pay it. or my credit card bill. oh well, i'll figure something out, sell my soul or ( Read more... )