So i really don't know what it is, but the insomnia is back. It's weird because I began to construct a list for myself every time that it happened so that i could try to pinpoint a cause, but right about now absolutely nothing applied except for maybe a bit of financial guilt (i blame it on the splurge on the purse, coat, various clothing, haircut ( Read more... )

So i had a miniature panic attack earlier this week because all of a sudden all of my plans for next year, my two years and seven month-long trip around the world, blew up and i needed to change them. Corey chickened out and no longer wants to go - saying she might just meet me next summer in thailand, but that would have left me backpacking ( Read more... )

i think that the fact that i've awoken the past two nights, in the midst of christmas vacation, to nightmares of having terrible marks in my fourth year is a sign of my preoccupation and utterly stressed out because of school. whyyy. luckily these past two days have most graciously been days without a set wake-up time. hello, hangover recovery time

My boss came in this morning and said to me, "you were gone one day, and my life fell apart".

... that makes me feel good. and important :)

so i'm attempting to undergo a practicum of literary catharsis. i don't know exactly if it's because i have a tendency to come on lj at around four am and if it's because it's so late that it's easier to fall asleep afterwards, or whether the process of writing really is cathartic in a sense, but i figure it's time to post more than the occasional ( Read more... )

So i'm now in my second week of insomnia. It's gotten to the point where i can no longer function during the day, my school work is suffering severely, and i can't focus at work. I think it started because i was overworked and stressed out. I got a new job and i'm still in the transition phase of completing my two weeks notice at the old job, and ( Read more... )

So I definitely only now, three days before the end of my work contract, am accessing livejournal at work. Why, you may ask? Well, a) I finished the library database project that I’d been originally hired to do this summer. I showed it to my supervisor this morning, and all I got was an ‘excellent, excellent’, which is always a good thing. I’ve ( Read more... )

Okay, so long time no write. Actually, long time no internet, no tv, no home... etc ( Read more... )

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