my heart....is bleeding...

[vhent]

Of all the days indured in hell, this would be the worst. I tore up someone's heart. I cant even express how horrible i feel. At work I started subconciously carving into my arm with a rather sharp pencil and i didnt even realize until i bled because I felt so bad, it made the pain go away for a bit...Then work got really really bad and I was

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[poeticjustice17]

"What a piece of work is a man. How noble in reason, how infinite in faculties. In form and moving, how express and admirable. In action, how like an angel. In apprehension, how like a god. The beauty of the world; the paragon of animals; but to me, what is this quintescense of dust?"

shakespeare sad that....it's from hamlet.......it's exactly the way you're looking at things.....just so you know you're not the only person to ever go through something like that.....b/c obviously he did and i've been there too.....and if ya need a hug tomorrow just let me know....or any time for that matter

Don't Worry

[sweetashie]

Hey, I know how it goes to feel horrible because of messing up. It's okay and it will get better. People will forgive and you will get better. If you ever need someone to listen, I am here. I am a great listener. I hope you feel better!

[blindside6]

you didnt hurt me honey, you are subconsciously hurting yourself. and i dont know how to help you anymore, because you havent always listened to my advice in the past. tell me what i can do to help you,ANYTHING. i am here for you babe and so are the rest of your friends.