all  the kings horses...
and a few good friends...
have slowly put me back together again.

...and i am completely broken. 

i am down right now. very down. 
i am currently hating school... it blows and im not sure what ill have in History...
jared is weird. i dont know.
my friends are sometimes flakey... or i flake on them... its not a good situation. 
i am lonely.
i am very very sick and cant eat but keep throwing up.

i am not having a good time.

fuck.

Matt Baehr died. this makes it five in the past year. what. the. fuck.

 I was for sure not ready to go back to school today. i think i may like my schedule. although, tuesday/thursday i have a giant gap between 10:40 and 2:40 ( Read more... )

 Happy Birthday, Kgad. I miss you.

 wow... been forever since i have written on here.

my stomach is still acting up. now i have migraines, too. it really sucks. i am on this weird diet thing to see if we can pinpoint whats going on. i go back at the beginning of january to have more tests done to see if anything has changed.

school has been super stressful. im in either my ( Read more... )

Happy birthday, Mary!

whats new, whats new? well... i move into my bad ass apartment on august first. its nice. two bedroom, two bath, giant closets. its going to be sweet. im planing on having a moving in party. dont worry, ive got couches... i know its in conway...

ive been busy. this past weekend, a bunch of us went camping at tylers bend and floated the buffalo. then ( Read more... )

it was so long. i kind of understand why you are... but i dont understand how you can.