I made a new friends-only journal
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I've been wasting away the last few days toiling at my mom's office(googling what every random company in the United States does and putting it into an Excel spreadsheet is not all that interesting, believe it or not ( Read more... )

I think I finally figured everything out with the boy situation. My boyfriend is a wonderful person who I can't stop thinking about and I am absolutely enamoured with him. I miss Jay every day, and a part of me still really loves him, but there's nothing I can do about that. I think he either hates me or never wants to speak to me, and both of ( Read more... )

I adore my boyfriend. I miss my ex boyfriend more than i've ever missed anything before in my life. Life is pretty fucked up.

try as i may, i can't shake the feeling that i'm a terrible, horrible person ( Read more... )

We broke up. We'll see how long the break-up actually lasts, but we did break up ( Read more... )

My Valentine's Day was a complete bust, and Jay and I were just fighting about it and he basically told me that if I wanted a guy who was going to be romantic ever I better look elsewhere because it's more important to be consistenly good than to ever do anything extra special.

I don't know what's going to happen with us. We're falling apart right

Jay and I did not go out either night this weekend, even though my friends ALL did, which is something that would not normally happen but was so nice ( Read more... )

My boyfriend is coming up again this weekend- this makes my life. I get to see him every weekend for a loongg time <3 ( Read more... )

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