So i am looking at the moon and can smell the ocean from here, my mouth is watering and my skin is tingly. Damnit i want to go out an do something, to long have i been idle in this shit hole town. I looked in my closet the other night and just stared at my coats, my old freinds how they just hang there now. Bah i guess tingly skin and a watering ( Read more... )

Been out drinking with freinds tonight, had a good time. Kitty (ahse) is even more soft when having the drunk skin. But more than anything i really wish i had a safe pair of arms to curl up in right now. not horney, not lonely, am happy, just want some arms to curl up in :)

ok so standing at work all week with a messed up back is fail. seriously i could barely stand at some points, but pain is good. Pain focuses the mind and sharpens the senses. Makes me feel alive. However to much candle light and pain can be bad... i must get more money so i can go play. The teeth want flesh and the claws want blood. WaNt To PlAy!

WONT LET ME SLEEP ( Read more... )

oh thats right i used to drink alot because it helped me sleep. Fuck this diet and taking care of ones self sucks.

Ahh yes live journal, how i have toyed with deleting you. But for i wait. I find myself torn between posting, is anyone listening? are the right people listening? Shoudl i care? Funny thing about shring a bottle or two of mead with ones cat... it does seem to make one think. I found myself about to post the other night, even typed the whole thing ( Read more... )

Well the wonderfull american economy has claimed another victim. My bank account has reached its limit and there doesnt seem to be any work in sight. Its so bad that i am actually going for my third interview with the big green coffee machine this sunday, and if that doesnt work out i am gonna have to work on my exit stratagy. Heh i didnt even get ( Read more... )

Eddie is still full of win, live. Nuf said.

Been a busy month, Finals oral surgury and packing. Had all five, yup five of my wisdom teeth removed about mid month(the week before finals) And i must recomend having it done somewhere they put you out not just give you a local. I am now more familliar with the sound of snapping and crunching bone/calcium/whatever teeth are made of than i ever ( Read more... )

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