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the dainty rain falls upon my raggidy doll body
no summer sunshine for this hippy
the rain drops sizzle on the fire
the warmth soon turning to icy water bubbles
my shoulders shiver under their un-caring gaze

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the once bright, hopeful, red rose withers with the rain flood
& bleeds from sun deprivation

xxx
you cover your face with all the makeup
use your ( Read more... )

I used to always forgive you for what you did to me. I used to pretend when it as too late to be okay.. it wouldn't hurt as much the next time. I used to cry myself to sleep and say not to worry, tomorrow will be a better day. I let you beat me down and walk away. I pretended I'd always care and I'd do anything ( Read more... )

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You can take the girl from your heart but you can't take the heart from the girl

Let it bleed-
the face of my nightmares

I wish this b r o k e n h e a r t would just quit beating
faced with all the pains of the passed
slapped around by the regrets still burning
my skin torn and broken

this all still means nothing.

Childhood Hero-
so I guess ( Read more... )

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My short raspy breath is the only thing that breaks the silence in the darkened room ( Read more... )

Don’t let it happen again, don’t reach out, leave your pale arms, with the lines that make them stare, in your sleeve. Close the door and walk away. Standing in front of the manmade self-destructor, look at yourself; what you let yourself become. The trips "to think in nature" were not enough, your perfected lies unravelling, just a kiss on the ( Read more... )

Painfully my heart beats, it's sound wrapturing through my mind- Beating in my through my breath; slow, choppy, raspy breaths. Numbing my body. silence presses the air out, choking me; as though solid tears poured from my eyes after being tossed down 6 flights of stairs. smacking my face quickley down each step, snaping my body backwards, up and

Im not a big fan of this. I wrote it a while ago, but today I had a circumstance, which was so lovely and nice, and made me want to post this ( Read more... )