A large majority of your post I can agree with (i.e. the hating the liars and the basic attitude of the vastly overwhelming majority of humanity) but do not however hate yourself. Are you like the people you described? If you are, you have the ability to see the situation clearly and change. If not, vow here and now not to ever become one of them.
You see now why I choose to observe the human realm whilst staying marvelously aloof.
The Rest is Silence...the Resonance comes. The Lost One
I'd like to say that I've changed since I made that post...but nothing can be certain.
I guess it could be said that I no longer have those thoughts as often and consistently as I once did...It's like, listening to your favorite song on repeat...after a while, however long, it eventually just becomes part of the background as your thoughts drift elsewhere. It's still there, you can still grasp it and be consumed in it, but not as easily, and its effects aren't as profound. It took me long enough, but I learnt to accept the way things are, and hopefully I grew up a bit. I've still got a long way to go though.
I don't hate myself like that anymore, but I'm far from being satisfied with what I am.
Heh, I appreciate your response to my entry. It was from a period in my life that I hope I've learnt a lot from.
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You see now why I choose to observe the human realm whilst staying marvelously aloof.
The Rest is Silence...the Resonance comes.
The Lost One
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I guess it could be said that I no longer have those thoughts as often and consistently as I once did...It's like, listening to your favorite song on repeat...after a while, however long, it eventually just becomes part of the background as your thoughts drift elsewhere. It's still there, you can still grasp it and be consumed in it, but not as easily, and its effects aren't as profound. It took me long enough, but I learnt to accept the way things are, and hopefully I grew up a bit. I've still got a long way to go though.
I don't hate myself like that anymore, but I'm far from being satisfied with what I am.
Heh, I appreciate your response to my entry. It was from a period in my life that I hope I've learnt a lot from.
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