i thought our society was the sorce of all evil, every wrong that every single person did was becuase of society ( Read more... )

all last week i couldnt wait for this weekend, this weekend was going to be kick ass, well it was

this was by far the worst and most dissapointing weekend of my life, and i feel like absolute crap, not one thing went right this whole weekend

a thanks goes out to all my so-called-friends

this entry is exclusively for all the shit im thinking about right now ( Read more... )

my selflessness has once again caused me pain, it was more than obvious that lauren only wanted to be friends, yet i refused to see it that way, im too desperate for love, but i gave her the happiness she deserved, i hooked her up with jeff, a real good kid from work, they will work out fine

i am very talented......at hurting myself, falling for people who even if they do care for me have a weird way of showing it, falling for people who want me there as there friend not thier lover, falling for people who dont know who i am, or that im even there ( Read more... )

How You Are In Love
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i havent talked about whats been going on in my lfe for quite a while, well at least not in this journal ( Read more... )

damn my heart, it makes a fool of me...

"I never thought i'd find, someone to be mine, lord knows i was right, cuz u just crossed the line ( Read more... )

if you want the deffinition of pathetic look at me

for the first time in my life someone was completely honest with me, and now i know how much of a hopeless lover i am......but it will change, it has to, im falling for her, shes real