I didn't mean to sound like an asshole... or be one. Im confused..... still in pain. I'm sorry. I just keep fucking things up with everyone. It's time for me to change. He doesn't think he changed me at all... but he doesn't know I have a completely differnt view on life now... there are a lot fo things he will never know... a lot of things no one ( Read more... )

I freaked out when I first saw that too, but it's not real check this out http://www.snopes.com/critters/crusader/bonsai.asp

To anyone with love and respect for life: In New York there is a Japanese who sells bonsai-kittens". Sounds like fun huh? NOT! These animals are squeezed into a bottle. Their urine and feces are removed through probes. They feed them with a kind of tube. They feed them chemicals to keep their bones soft and flexible so the kittens grow into the ( Read more... )

I feel like shit right now. Baaaad cramps, stuffy nose, head ache, baaad back pain.... I wish I felt better. I would have stayed at neil and jasmines longer but this is horrible.. nasty nasty period too... disgusting.. im not going to get into it on here, but I should probably see a doctor about it.. but I won't cus I don't have money... if it gets ( Read more... )

Things have been good.... I have a nephew now, he's adorable. Layla has been here since Neil and Jasmine have been at the hospital, she always makes me happy... I love her soooo much. Besides that I've been okay..... really happy at times and really depressed at others. I've had a hard time sleeping lately too..... I lay in bed and think about ( Read more... )

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It's only day 2 and Im already going crazy..... I'll be fine though, I can do this. It is what I wanted anyway. Maybe I should put away the pictures..... they do make me cry when I look at them. Im silly, this is what I want..... but it hurts still.... I don't know... im going to lay in bed for a few more hours.

Yesterday was actully a really good day. Went to National with Shaun and met Andrew,Tom Kelly, Laura and Shauns new friend Eric up there.... The food was good, I got some chicken pita thingy.... after that Shaun and I played piano, I guess Im getting better every week :-) went up to Country Boy for coffee and met up with more people... Laura and I ( Read more... )

True Story. A religion teacher assigned her class an essay on what makes a good Christian. One student wrote about praying nightly, say no to abortion, banning gay marriage, and donating money. The other student wrote about talking to God and allowing people to enjoy their lives, and supporting gay marriage. The day the teacher was to hand the ( Read more... )

well well.. I haven't been up to much..... had a piano lesson with Shaun yesterday, I think im doing horrible but Shaun says im doing good :-) I cleaned my room allllll day today.... Im not done yet but apparently it looks clean :-)

I forgot how much I love A Perfect Circle <3 always makes me happy :-)