How much longer is this shit going to go on? I don't know how much more I can take. Im ready to run away. Nothing ever changes, it's all just words with no meaning. I'm so tired. So so tired.
I feel so cold. I can't control it at night. So many memories. I can't stop them, I can't stop it. I think it's too late now and I can't breathe. Is this really it? I'm not sure if I was really ready for this.
I can do this. I can be alone. I need to do this. I don't need someone else to feel complete. My heart is beating so fast. I'm so scared. I can do it... I will not chicken out! This is harder then I thought it would be. I have to prove myself wrong, I can be alone and happy.
You are excessively sensitive to potential rejection, humiliation or shame. You tend to be sociall withdrawn, in spite of desire for acceptance from others.