Holy shit my LJ is depressing.. So yeah Ben, that guy that I referred to in the last post.. About how I only wanted to be friends only and blah blah blah.. Is an AMAZING guy. And Tyler can have this break up for good, and when he does realize he probably did lose the best thing that ever happened to him I'll be gone leaving behind a trail of dust. ( Read more... )

Ugh hey everybody.. Still feeling sorry for myself, but drowning it out with large quantities of alcohol and partying. I don't get it, his friends don't get it, I want him back NOW.. I waited a week before I got a hold of him again.. So I texted messaged him, something I've never done before cause I don't have a cell phone. We'll see what happens ( Read more... )

I never thought I'd say this.. But, Bryan Hammar I think I love you. Thank you so much for tonight!
-<3 Angela

Ben's birthday was an absolute hit this friday!! Allison, Anna, and myself spent an hour decorating the hotel room at the Travelodge and Suites. We rented a suite and all brought our swimsuits. After paradiso's we went to our designated areas, so that Jacky could take Ben to their "personal birthday" which of course was the hotel suite. They ( Read more... )

So.. Last weekend. Tyler had left my sorry ass to go to Morris to meet up with Bryan Hammer and the whole crew. I was hoping Nate would show up so Tyler could find out how he was doing and what not, but I guess he never showed up. Adam Buss is a dad, and Brian Swenson is going to some masseuse school. Very interesting updates. I guess a variety of ( Read more... )

Damn people... I have soooo much shit to talk about.. My trip to Venezuela.. Holy shit craziness.. I couldn't sleep the first night, I had to crawl into bed with my grandparents(nonno y nonna). It was weird I thought the toughest part about my trip would have been the whole airport/immigration procedure but I was fortunate enough to have been ( Read more... )

What up?? What up ( Read more... )

It didn't ruin my night, partied with Chelsey from Final Drive she was awesome and so was the rest of the band.. KATIE GETS MARRIED OCT 8th!!!!!! Going to see her get extenisions next weekend!! Carlin and Adam are waiting for us to go to battle of the bands N2E plays last.. PEACE ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm being fucked with.. This is becoming a recurring feeling. I can't stand it ( Read more... )

I love everything about Garden State.. The movie, the soundtrack, and even the actual state the movie was based out of.. The SICK thing is that it's been a long obsession.. I just absolutely can not get over "Let go" by Frou Frou... I love the song and the lyrics!! The sdtrck even one a grammy, yaye ( Read more... )