YPSO retreat was fuckin awesome even though we have a new manager and a lot of stuff changed this year... but what can ya do ( Read more... )

End shitty week 1: commence shitty week 2 ( Read more... )

Well as I predicted I did not get in to SFSYO, which is ok, I guess, as it would have made the year much more complicated anyway. yeah, that ( Read more... )

Well, my brother is being oh-so annoying now by playing his new bassoon... pickup? Now it's amplified and he is plugging it in to my bass effects pedal and into his amp, so it's constant Bach cello suites on crack. ARGH ( Read more... )

Hurray! I survived my SFYO audition ( Read more... )

Well I got to watcht he sun rise over the bay this morning from Grizzly Peak and it was really pretty/ serene/ cold and perfect. At least I think it was. Hey, I'm into weird things. But now I am comatose and my tummy feels weird. Don't you hate it when you OD on coffee/ pepperoni/ cookies and then your tummy gets mad at you and you're not quite ( Read more... )

Crap crap crap ( Read more... )

Crap. I lost my cell phone. It's not even in the car. And I left it on fucking manner mode so I can't hear it when I call myself.

Argh

So yesterday I went to UCSF to get a second opinion on the meniere's disease diagnosis. You know, the one that I had to stop eating salt because of. So it turns out that my dizziness is most likely not meniere's disease but rather caffeine-induced migraines ( Read more... )

This has been the worst day ever. I wish I could just lay down and fall asleep and it would all be a dream. Then I would wake up and realize that my life really isn't a complete waste and that it does have a meaning and that I don't have to throw away everything that I had previously believed to be good and beautiful and would once again have what ( Read more... )