Do you have any idea or even any clue to how you affect the world around you? Do you know what kinda of impact you have on life as we know it?

I can not bring myself to accept the fact that i have failed. I do not wish to realize the impending nature of my life just washing away from underneath me. Luckily I have no intention to but what makes it ( Read more... )

Just random words/thoughts-

Needing you, feeling you, cant escape what you didnt create. Trapped. A prison with no doors or windows. ALONE. Break free the chains of adolecence. Dreaming. Never give up, fight till the death. Even if that death is LEAVING YOU. Im broken, we're through. I promise you.

too tired to finish, To Be Continued...

I focus, and I breath. I become a part of the dream i have created for myself. I dissapear and become the atmosphere surrounding me. Listening in on the conversations of friends. Seeing the pain that i have caused. Always wanting... what i can ultimatly never have.

I am prepared to give up; on more than just one particular thing. I will cry myself ( Read more... )

I think i have reached my breaking point. Tonight sucked. No scratch that. TODAY was just an over all suck fest. I seriously just want to crash and burn because that would be like 50x better than the place i am in right now. I have decided that if "something" doesnt go my way at work by next week. I'm quiting. The thought of that though, makes me ( Read more... )

Im feeling so lost. I could really use an easy button right about now. What fun would that be though? Right?

I feel like a failure. Lets see how much longer i can handle this.

yeah thats all.

I wish that i could say everything i want to when it comes to mind. I find myself just blabbering the things i had no idea i was even thinking. I make myself look so ridiculous to people who i should try and make an impression on. Even if i dont want to make an impression, i still feel like i am making a fool of myself. haha how insane am i. Dont ( Read more... )

So i'll try my hardest to make this quick, my thoughts are draining too quickly from my head.

The snow... yeah i love it. Dont get me wrong though, i fucking hate the winter and EVERYTHING about it. Just, this kinda snow fall, makes me happy. Everything is blanketed with snow. You cant hear a single thing. Its like the wind stops. Your left with ( Read more... )

"Back in the early 90’s a cartoon appeared that, while clearly having been inspired by Anime, was actually out of the US. MTV in fact. It was Aeon Flux and it was one of the strangest combinations of futuristic nihilism, violence and sex to come to TV. It was also one of the coolest. From the sometimes obscene amounts of violence and near-nudity, ( Read more... )

I can not seem to clear my mind. Everything is getting to me. Everyone seems to have some kind of effect on me, and my very very unstable emotions. I am sure i know why this is... any gal would agree with me. Why now though? Although, everything thats going on would probably have an extreme effect of some sort on me anyways...

With all that said i' ( Read more... )

I am bored and so unmotivated. I have plenty of things to do but instead i am here, writing to you. I am really worried latly and things just seem out of place. I dont know what else to do and i dont know how to feel. I just hope nothing SERIOUS is wrong! Ahhh ( Read more... )