I can't go back to everytime I was angry and produce a specific time that I'd like to take back what was said. Because I'd like to take back everything I've said in anger. Everything I say in anger is out of spite. Meant to sting and bruise and hurt. When I get upset I get defensive and rude. I always say things that I later regret. Unless of ( Read more... )

Ficlets are coming. Promise.

Comment here and my mun will write you a ficlet. It might be of you/how I perceive you, it might be of one of your interests, it might just be something that reminds me of you. You have no say in what she uses or says.

Then put some version of this in your journal, so I can get a new ficlet or icon whatever! Please.This could be fun... but expect ( Read more... )

Just letting everyone who happens to interact with Victoria that after she's finished threads she's already in she will be deleted. It's only right to finish what she's started though.

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She'd really debated calling Ray. He wasn't exactly her favorite person in the world, all things considered. But she still cared about him and couldn't see leaving without at least talking to him first. Of course, Alan was also in the hospital now and felt he should probably be informed. She'd already called everyone else ( Read more... )

A night like any other. Sitting on the floor at the end of the bed in the dim light of her bedroom/living room/hotel room/home. She doesn't recall ever turning all of the lights on, the lamp by the bed was enough. The TV turned on MSNBC on mute, a sort of lifeline to the outside world (even though she wasn't looking at it.) On the stereo was Amos ( Read more... )

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says:
"I let go of the bed and hold my hands in front of my face and I stare at them."

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?
The lamp on the nightstand.

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?A movie. I don't really watch TV ( Read more... )

There isn't anything that I wouldn't want at least someone to know about me. And then there are many things that I don't ever want just anyone to know. Perhaps there was something in my past... but I can't remember if there was. Beside that I know what it feels like to keep things inside. That's no way for anyone to live ( Read more... )

I'm not sure what I'm going to do with Victoria. I enjoy writing her but lately I just can't. No story lines come to mind, I can't answer any TM questions anymore. No drama, just can't seem to write her anymore. Maybe the writers block will clear sometime down the line but as it stands I just can't see keeping her active. This is just a message to ( Read more... )