Hey yall...whats up...I know...long time no talk. But...I got a new journal...so IM me, or leave me a comment if you want me to add you or tell you what it is ok!!! Laterz!!!

love always,
*amber*

Well...the last few days have been very...well...they were great...then yesterday kinda sucked butt! lol Wanna know why...just ask!

Anywho...Im gonna try out for American Idol...auditions are in September!!! Im really really excited! lol Then after that...depending how it goes...looks like I may be moving again. YAY!!! I think right now, Im just ( Read more... )

threw some chords together
the combination D-E-F
its who I am, its what I do
no one's gonna let it down for you
try to focus my attention
but I feel so A-D-D
I need some help, some inspiration
but it's not coming easily

trying to find the magic
trying to write a classic
don't you know, don't you know, don't you know?
waste-bin full of paper
clever rhymes, see ( Read more... )

Well...I was having a good day until a little while ago. Today has just been bad all the way around. On top of that...Dan was supposed to come in...so I spent all day cleaning up and getting ready, and got there a half hour early...I waited an hour...and finally got a message saying...Im not gonna be able to come...HELLO IT TAKES 4 HOURS TO GET ( Read more... )

"Do you think our love could take us away..."
       -The Notebook

Well, I was listening to Josh Groban just now...and I think I forgot how brilliant of a musician he is. He's just so peaceful with his voice. Theres so much control. Have you ever wanted something SO bad, but youd give it up for just one person. Well thats kind of what Im doing. This song means so much to me...well certain parts of it tell how I ( Read more... )

Well...I know it may be a bit early to be thinkin about this. But Ive been thinkin about marriage lately. I really want to get married. Shouldnt marriage be shared between two people, who are able to be there for one another and go through things together. Yes it should. Well, I think so at least. And Im torn up over a decision. Its so hard for me ( Read more... )

:x: Time = 10:31
:x: Name = Amber Dawn Newton
:x: Tattoos = 2...one on the back of my neck, and another on my lower back
:x: Piercings = ummmmmmm, 14
:x: Height = 5'5"
:x: Shoe size = 9
:x: Hair color = Brown
:x: Eye color = green
:x: Siblings = 2

Last:
:x: Movie you saw = Radio
:x: Movie you last bought = Phantom of the Opera
:x: CD you bought/burned = My ( Read more... )

Well...today has been ok I guess. I woke up and went out to mow the yard. That was horrid! It is so hot outside. I thought I was gonna pass out! lol

Then I came in...talked on the phone for a bit...and now Im probably going to watch some tv, or find somethin else to do...lol If anyone wants to hang out...let me know!

Well...Im gonna go for now I ( Read more... )

Well...today has been pretty uneventful...

I went to the mall with Nichole...hoping Id get to stay awhile...but that didnt work out. I had to come home early. Now Im stuck here at my parents house...all alone...with nothing to do...and no one to talk to.

I also noticed today that I have a butt. And it looks different in jeans than it did before. I ( Read more... )