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[victorianautumn]

I've just broken down in tears. I cant help it. Far too much pain and confusion. Last night I was so close to death... I couldnt draw that bath because I knew I would use it to end it all. I cant bear this. Even when I know there are things that might make me smile for a second they are just not worth it... Before I know it that seconds over or it

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[buttercream]

Oh, no =( I know it probably isn't helpful to hear "I hope you feel better", so I'll say that I've been there, and I know that one of the tricky things about depression and suicidal feelings is that once you're 'there' the fact that you are 'there' can be just as bad, if not worse, than whatever got you there in the first place. Try not to let it eat away at you just because you're already down...♥

[victorianautumn]

Thanks for the concern. What you said makes sense.

[schwarzfahrerin]

Call the Suicide Hotline. Hell, call the hospital. There are always people who can help.

You deserve better than an early death, sweetheart. Don't give in.

[victorianautumn]

Thanks a lot. That helps.

[victorianautumn]

No, I'm still here. And thanks a lot, hon. *hugs*

[dracosgirl170]

*big big hugs* I don't know what else to say. Life is pain. Stay strong honey. ♥ There are people out there who care. :)

[victorianautumn]

*hugs* I agree. Life is pain and I cant do much but fight through it. I know there are people who care... That does help. Thanks a lot : )