It's been awhile and during that long time of no write lots has changed. Yet things also remain the same. Part of me misses that old self and the other is glad it has gone....well not completely. Anyway King is going to become queen and I don't know why people settle for that. I guess now there is one thing that I want the most in which I have yet ( Read more... )

Long time no write ( Read more... )

Well I have a few things to look forward to and that would be my engagment in June and the fact that I have just purchased my first house. Very exciting ( Read more... )

The impact of my words is far more worse than what was actually said. They were misread. Misinterpreted. As a result I was given words where the intention was actually intended. Whereas mine had none. Should have known they were the thoughts all along. I played deaf ears for awhile hoping that they wouldnt wake up and hear. But they did. ( Read more... )

mmmmmmmmmmm I'm craving maltesers at this very moment.

Far out long time no write

Guess time has gone by too quickly
and its a shame that I have not been able to reflect on my life.

Or maybe that is a good thing.......................

Down to our last convictions
It  was easier to ignore
and all there is compassion
spreading to them all
for every single hour
from the moment that we wake
time is ticking by
and too many mistakes are made.
When I was down to my convictions 
I should not have ignored
because even thought there was compassion
we will never reopen the door.

Never thought that an event that occured 2 years ago would be the topic of conversation last night. Never thought that an event 2 years ago would have such an impact more so than what it did back then. Who is someone to judge another for a past mistake knowing that they have made much worse mistakes than the one mentioned. You don't know how ( Read more... )

In a democratic society I did not know we weren't allowed to have freedom of speech. I don't feel as though I should live in Nazi Germany and censor my thoughts, opinions and feelings. This is in fact my journal mostly based on true events. No names are mentioned therefore no one can judge or assume anything. It is written in a way where only I can ( Read more... )

Found out the reason for the silence. The truth is there was no reason. Just the choice to believe the false story. In fact the choice to make a story out of nothing. So from this point on I have no reason to wonder or question the situation. I have answers to everything. The truth behind the story is that the story was created to get rid of one of ( Read more... )

 Sorry is all I can say. There is not much more I can do to better the situation. If you were ever a friend my apology would have been accepted. The truth is you choose not to be friends for reasons unknown. Time does not change a thing. Instead you remain frozen in that time holding on to the bitter words we once said to each other. The ice age is ( Read more... )