if my count is correct, i've got about 23 days left in connecticut. 16 of those days will be spent working, 3 of them will be partying up in vermont with my girlfriends, 1 will be getting my arm somewhat finished, and the remaining 2 will be purging/packing ( Read more... )

four more weeks before we ship out the crate, jump in the jetta and trek across the country to our new home in san francisco, ca.

i can't fucking wait.

I just booked my flight out to Seattle to meet my dad. This is so crazy. I wasn't nervous until I received my receipt and flight confirmation. Now, I'm nervous. Mike's coming with me, so that will set me at ease a bit. We're flying on May 5th around 9:30a, we'll get to Seattle around 2:30p and probably galavant there a little bit before going south ( Read more... )

I lost my voice. It's so irritating. Ironically, I lose it the night/day I feel like talking a lot. Ten more minutes and I'm done with work til Monday. YES!

6 MORE MONTHS ( Read more... )

I used to have 4 big boxes full of "sentimental crap", as I labeled it. When I moved in with Steph, those 4 boxes became 3. When I moved in with Mike, those 3 boxes became 2. I did a lot of purging in between, but there were some things I just couldn't see myself losing. I used to hold onto a lot more - I had every movie ticket from every movie I ( Read more... )

last night i put my noise maker on "crickets". when i closed my eyes i thought it was summer. i could "see" the green grass, the leaves on the trees, the moon, the ocean, everything. i was sad to wake up to winter again, but it did feel like spring today, so that was nice. a nice tease ( Read more... )

so, it's better my sweet that we hover like bees, 'cause there's no sure footing.

i am trying, oh so hard, to be patient. if only UNH had sent my transcript back in OCTOBER, when I PAID them to. but no, it "got lost in the mail", so I didn't realize until I called SCSU mid-December asking why I hadn't heard anything about my acceptance status and they kindly informed me they still needed my UNH crap. UNH mails it late December ( Read more... )

i was thinking of deleting this journal until i saw that i've had it since 2004. from 2004-july 2007 i would much rather forget and if i thought deleting this would also delete what's stored in those secret compartments up top, it would've been done months ago. i'm going to be undergoing EMDR within the next couple of weeks. a sort of rewiring of ( Read more... )