Skiye

thats my new one. for those of you that knows what that means... plz dont tell anyone --; lol for the rest of ya... C'est la vie!

so im gonna start posting again.. but its time for a new journal again. im bored of this one.. lol idk.. not in french anymore so its not like i want this name... plus alot has changed and it doesnt mean anything anymore... just there... so im thinkin bout a new name and idk what itll be yet ill post the official one tomorrow after school when i ( Read more... )

Congrats big brother and Jess. Best wishes as you all take your newest step into your lives, ill be here for you when you need me just let me know.

Jes just went into labor... i was sleepin and my borther calls me cause pop wasnt answerin his phone... its so unreal still ( Read more... )

i got up an hour early... didnt even FUCKIN realize it until i looked at the computer clocked and wondered why no one was up --; go figure i would do something so stupid ... thats al i ever seem to do anyore is stupid things... i need a break. This place is gonna kill me ~.~ everyday it just gets worse and worse... isnt it suppose to go up ( Read more... )

How can you even begin to think at 16 that you are ready to have a klid... i dont understand it at all... It wasnt an accident.. they wanted it.... they wanted to have a kid... i just dont understand it... you cant possibly be ready at 16 to have a kid.... theres so much you havent done.. havent seen... havent experienced... why ... i .. i just ( Read more... )

So im still lost... i cant stop thinkin bout it... its the only thing thats been on my mind since i found out and i know its going to screw me over with finals... i honestly cant think bout anything else... as soon as i think ive forgotten bout it.. something reminds me... why do i think bout it so much... we havent seen each other in almost 4 ( Read more... )

Well.. Mark had been MIA for bout 3 weeks.. didnt know what was up and was kinda worried... so i talk to him today FINALLY! and... wow... ive got alot on my mind and i cant sleep.. heh... well its obvious that well... itll never work again ever... lol ... hes.. having a kid.. him and his gf --; HES GONNA BE A FUCKIN FATHER AT AGE 16! --; i mean.. ( Read more... )

I dream at night, of being with you ( Read more... )

Someone told me, " No man is worth your tears, and the one that is, will never make you cry" Here recently, everyone knows.. i have become a softy.. i mean.. breakdown after breakdown.. lol.. followin in my moms footsteps i guess.. maybe its genetic.. my dad has em too.. >.> ... i digress... so.. this one person thats worth my tears.. but will ( Read more... )