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Broken
Numb. It is a very good way to describe how I feel today. Although truthfully its something else. When I woke up this morning I wished I hadn't. I wish I could have just ceased to exist. It's like there's nothing left inside of me. I feel like a shell ( Read more... ) -
Bad Mood
BLAH!!!!!!!!!!
I'm in one of those fuck the world moods. just no motivation to do anything I guess.
It'll pass, I'll be back to normal tomorrow.
I hope -
soon...
I'm all excited, I cant wait. Halloween is next week and I'm happy. Not that there is anything special goin on, no parties or anything, I just love Halloween. I like dressing up and having an excuse :D plus I'm likeing the ideas for my costume i have. yay. Im just kinda sad I dont have more classes on Wednesdays. Oh well ( Read more... ) -
Lost for Words
I'm kinda sad that its getting warm again. I was rather enjoying the cool weather. Makes everywhere seem more homey. I've been really missing my old house the past few days, missing being young and running around outside with my little brother. Climbing the giat boulders, stalking through the woods like an animal, sitting and talking by the ( Read more... ) -
Autumn's Muse
Something about this time of year makes me feel like I need to write, it gets all of my juices flowing. Perhaps its because the beauty of the leaves, all showing off the amazing colors they've hidden all year, and knowing that they are dieing. It's got a sort of sad romance about it all. Like they know their doom is upon them, and yet they ( Read more... ) -
Ren Faire!
Ok this weekend is Ren Faire (well every weekend is but this weekend Im actually going :P). The Plan is Sunday, I can't wait ^_^
Oh yea Attention ERIC!! What time do you want to meet there on Sunday? I was thinking sometime between 10 and 12? CALL ME.
Anyways yea, Im excited ^_^ Im thinking of another corset or maybe just a few swords ;) -
Healthy?
I'm really beginning to not like my Health class. Everytime I leave that class I come out feeling shitty. It's weird because the teacher is so nice and friendly and bubbly (at 8am -_-). But she makes me feel like my life is a complete wreck, that everything about me is unhealthy and that I need to change it. But then she makes us feel like if ( Read more... ) -
Feeling it...
It's fall! And I love it. There is just somiething about that smoky chill in the air that makes me happy. Fall is just such a cozy time, it reminds me of apple picking and pumpkin picking weekends and baking with my mom and raking giant leaf piles just to jump into them. Its a wonderful time of year and it makes me feel wonderful. I jsut wish I ( Read more... ) -
Stress, Frustration, and "Other" frustrations...
Disclaimer:
DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE IN A GOOD OR DECENT MOOD AND DON'T WANT ME TO SPOIL IT. IF YOU CONTINUE TO READ YOU DO SO AT YOUR OWN RISK.
My allergies have been going crazy for the past 3 days and on top of that I'm sick -_- It sucks. Im all stuffed up and miserable.
However I did have an interesting weekend. Friday I went to see RE: Extinction ( Read more... ) -
The nest has left the bird.... wait thats not right..
So today my baby brother flew away to california. He has moved to Tahoe for a year to live with Brett (aka Bobby Freedom). I'm going to miss him, thats for sure.. although I guess it wont be that different since I never got to see him much anyway the past few years. I miss that. I watch Zach and his brother everyday, they're so close, it ( Read more... )