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Simple statement, complicated irony
Life is a complicated mess. I know some of you will read this and say "Oh no amber, whats wrong? is there anything I can do?" But the answer is the same as always. Nothing is wrong, and there is nothing you can do. Its not meant to be mean, but my comment isn't some crazy clue begging you to pay attention to me. it's simply an observation. ( Read more... ) -
Poetry... been awhile
Angel Bane
by Amber Timlin
Crouched and broken
She lay torn
Unable to bring herself
To force herself to stand
Rain, tears from heaven
Falling, falling on her
Weighing her down
With the sorrow from above
Angel bane
What causes an angel pain
What forces her to her knees
it's Angel bane
One wing black, one white
Torn between two worlds
Shunned by both
Home in none.
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Literature.. o.o
You know what, Lovecraft was one crazily creative and messed up dude. I mean not just for his stories about amazing elder gods, but some of the things he thought up... I mean what kind of person do you have to be to imagine a spectrum of colour, no earthly creature has ever seen, that can... kill people. the monster is a COLOR. I mean, wtf? ( Read more... ) -
Men = Daft, Dumb, Annoying
God dammit >< guys are so confusing. If we're supposed to be friends, and your the one bringing up how horny you are and how your searching to find someone to release it with online, than why is it when i say im disappointed my friend canceled on me, because i might have gotten sex from it, why then do you get to be the one who gets all emotional ( Read more... ) -
I should tear my eyes out... that'd give me something to do
Ok.. So I'm really bored. There's no one online to talk to me. It sucks. and Im doing mindless work where I need some interaction to keep me sane! Meh at least I'll get to see Jeremy and Sarah tonight, theyre making dinner and then we're gonna play boardgames ^_^ Should be fun ( Read more... ) -
History and heritage
I just found out that my grandfather designed and patented the last Magnetic Core Memory used by computers before the switch to silicon. He also had a patent ready for the next 2 upgrades of that memory core. I thought that was interesting. So now all you silly computers geeks can bow to the fact that my grandpa was an original computer ( Read more... ) -
The End is Extremely F*cking Nigh!
So I just finished my first "final" of the semester. And truthfully the last. All of my other "finals" are either papers or performances so its more of a hand it in and leave than a sit and answer questions. But Next week is the end. My last final is on thursday at some point. I'm hoping to get alot of working in this break with liza and my ( Read more... ) -
Healing
I'm beginning to heal. I'm moving on and I'm becoming more like my old self again. I'm seeing the friends I've missed, and making new ones. I'm actually pretty happy. And the more I think about it the more I realize that this was the right thing. That we really weren't right for eachother. It hurts still, and it will probably be a long time ( Read more... ) -
Testing
So I have gotten one out of my two tests finished today. My next one doesn't start until 2:15. I'm truthfully pretty lonely. There is no one here on campus to talk to (not on this side at least) and there isn't anyone online either. I'm not sure what I'm gonna do to occupy myself. I'm glad I brought my computer at least so I can listen to musika ( Read more... )
