i just realized...well not really REALIZED but...renoticed that im getting excessively fat....:( and i don't have the time to lose it all......how depressing...

today....has a boring update ( Read more... )

i wanted to take a color survey, but i hate feeling like a conformist. And so, when some odd kid who NEVER EVER does surveys does the color survey, it just takes away my want to do the color survey, not that its the kid's fault im not posting, I just don't like being the same as everyone ( Read more... )

im always chasing a shadow. From before i could remember anything, i was always chasing a shadow. Never reached what i was chasing though, and it always ended up wrong somehow. And i guess that took a bad turn on me. I don't reach as far for whatever i want. I no longer put in the extra effort to get anything. Try but not too much, to prevent ( Read more... )

i have this vague feeling im being used......-__-;;;

1st maria
then james
eventually all the seniors due to graduation
so who else must be added to the list?
i wish summer were here already.
stop the horrid empty feeling.
and especially stop those questions from people about who i like(d)...not like im going to answer any of them anyways...learned to much from the past

g-bezus things suck.

Summer is almost here and I've accomplished NOTHING this year. Troy just tops my charts of most wasteful thing to do. The people, interesting enough, but 3 years is enough for me to get to know alot more people than i want to know. Not looking forward to next year at all. Wouldn't know what to do with myself. I mean, dude, I totally lost myself ( Read more... )

mum found out i spent my 20 bucks on something...uhoh...><;;

my mom says i snore when i sleep D:
WHAT? WHAT?

when u do all this shit for people
and they up and go i don't give a fuck
it just kinda suck. just a bit....
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