Its my birthday. I am 48. I asked off today, again as I did Last year, even told the dept boss it was my damn bday, he didnt remember, so I ended up working today. AS it was, a newbie he hired the first of the week didnt show, so I ended up "needed"..He was reminded TODAY by my fellow workers it WAS my Bday and he got me a small cake..and they ( Read more... )

I re-read the entry and decided to delete it. Too much info that could be/would be misunderstood. As it is, this was the first of 2 weeks before my birthday, and no matter what anybody says, no matter how much love and light, happy thoughts and positive attitudes made it work..it sucked baby shit ( Read more... )

Well its been almost 2 weeks now and it just seems I cant do anything right with Rachel. I even fouled up what was left by sending an email to a friend where I told her a couple of things that werent correct, rachel saw it, and she hasnt spoken to me since. Seems I cant do anything to get her to talk about that and work thru it. I love her, and ( Read more... )

For those who know about us, rachel has decided to ask me for a divorce. She says I dont make enough money to pay bills and get food each week. She says that finances are the main main problem, so she wanted out ( Read more... )

Some BODY whose name wont be mentioned on here "ahem" poked me the other day and suggested I should post something. I said "why? I dont have interesting things happen to me like you do ( Read more... )

Well as I keep telling people, I dont journalize. Its just not a me thing, but thot I would say something today, just 'cause its xmas ( Read more... )

I dont mind being 47, or getting older, etc. That is just natural. What I DO HATE is the simple fact that every damn year something always happens to ruin it. It even starts abt 2 weeks before hand which I have named The Bad 2 Weeks. Well I wont go into details for this one but it consisted of a full 6 straight work days w/1 day off, a store ( Read more... )

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Surprise: I am making one of my rare entries. Its Beltane Eve. I am having some allergies tonite. The people I want to be with are all scattered and way too far away to see. I have had both Friday and Saturday off and because of it being rent week, I am totally broke (a whole $5 left) until next Thursday and couldnt do anything interesting at all ( Read more... )