I had a wonderful birthday, thank you to everyone for your well wishes and the like. A special thank you to Marton, I had a wonderful, perfect day. Couldn't imagine it being any better.

I talked to him, and it was good, it really was, but christ if it doesn't hurt even more now. I miss him so much, can hardly sleep in my bed....our bed really. It's hard to keep focused on things, hard to keep my mind on other things than the fact that I miss him so much. My birthday is just a month or so away, and I don't know what we're going ( Read more... )

I never thought it would feel like this to be seperated from him, to be away from him for so long. It's never been like this before, so depressed, missing him this way. I can't bear to sleep in my bed...our bed really. Every time I curl up in it I just keep thinking of Marton and how much I miss him, how his body feels next to mine. I've been ( Read more... )

So Marton and I had a lovely few days off in the woods to ourselves. Was quite nice to get away from everything and just focus on each other, not worried about the press showing up, or camping outside the house. And he wasn't half as reluctant about the whole idea as I had been thinking he would be at first. *smirks* Mind you, I've my ways of ( Read more... )

OOC: posted in the wee hours of Sunday morning

I'm dragging Marton off for a few days for a camping trip, *smirks* not that he knows that yet. But we won't have computer access until I'd say either Tuesday or Wednesday.

So Marton and I finally had "the talk". That being, what's going to happen at the end of July when I have to go back to the States. I don't want to go, hell, I've considered moving to Zid before, but right now, LA is where my life is. It's where Henry is going to school, my job, my agent, my publishing company, it's all based out of LA. I can't ( Read more... )

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Private PostIt's been so long since I've been in a relationship like this, been involved in something other than unattatched sex. I can't say that I'm completely surprised by how things turned out though, not really. How good things are though, that does surprise me. I don't think we've had a single argument, disagreement, or misunderstanding ( Read more... )

Henry and I have been having a lovely time in Denmark visiting my uncle. I've had almost no time to catch up with anyone, for which I am terribly sorry. I had just enought time to get online tonight before heading off to sleep to check out the community. How did the stag party for Craig and Orlando go? I'm sorry to have missed that.

( For Marton's eyes only )

I still don't believe we did that. In front of everyone. My God, does anyone remember just how much I drank Saturday night? Marton, if I ever go near Vodka again, restrain me. And no, we did not drown, Marton called us a cab the next morning. Orlando, Craig, Karl...could one of you come pick us up today so we don't have to catch a cab? My car ( Read more... )