Hey all you people, guess what I don't miss at all? High school, its easily the worst place ever. Everyone in high school is retarded, emotionally unstable, and generally fucked up. As of late people in my life have been fun, outgoing, not conflict oriented, and very very drunk. Life has been absurd and everything has changed. Ok my life for those ( Read more... )

Its weird I guess to be saying or thinking it but I'm really sick of being a swinger type guy. I want someone to stick with, not a friend with benefits. Its getting harder to keep high spirits when I'm the same old me with the same old insecurities without someone there to sorta hold me up. I've got some solid friends that tend to be there for me ( Read more... )

This is weird, I never, ever, have any sort of anxiety anymore until lately. All sorts of conflict, not to mention all me friends leaving for college. This really blows.

So I never update anymore so i think i will.... right now. Soooooooo out of school is good. Playing D&D and working. Then i wasnt working cause fired, and other stuff in between. But mostly thats it ( Read more... )

Oh New Buffet, you never cease to amaze me, and give me gas... terrible gas.

Why caa't people find something more interesting to do than try to turn shit I say around on me. I wish I was actually the way veryone thinks I am cause then I could actually not care when people do this. It seems that its just a select few of people who do it, the same people are suposed to be my friends. What the hell, can't you just tell me that ( Read more... )

My brother, problably the closest person to me, my young christian brother, with fantastic morals and good perception of who I am. Does this person not know me or have I been invisible ( Read more... )

Well I'm over it, Thank you Bob Marley

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOP!

Ok Fine you won, I give up, I don't know what to do, I'm out of ideas. I'm lost, broken, beaten down. I've lost, I'm done, now leave me alone.