I wish my sadness did not affect you and our relationship so much. But I can't help but feel you pulling away, anyway... Is this distance going to doom us? If I were there I'd grab you and kiss you so hard, keep you with me for at least the moment. But here, it's so far. All we have are short BBMs, you out hanging out with my enemies, me hurting ( Read more... )

Why do I feel like you're about to leave me again? I have this aching feeling, burning in my cheeks like the pain of holding back ears. It's bringing me down. I've sensed your coldness all week-- how difficult you were to reach, your one word answers, your lack of sweetness. Are you going to shatter me again? Are you going to leave? I don't know ( Read more... )

I understand now what it means to be afraid of getting hurt in love, so you don't let anyone close. I thought I was like that before, but I didn't. Now I get it. And I don't ever want to feel that pain again. I will never be with anyone again, if not with you.

And I don't want to be with anyone else, ever.

I can't imagine it. I don't want it. I just want your lips again. I want you to hold me again. I want you with me again.

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From the depths I called you, ma
For your breath and breast so warm and fabled
Your hands reached inside
Grabbed my heart, enlarged, disabled

Hailed for your mercy
An ear that cares

How the blues sound from up there?

With my wet hair, I wipe the blood off of your feet
Carry me through these shark infested waters
Well you spared me from slaughter for sure,
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I adore you. And I always will.

The weight is suffocating.

You guess what the sight of you brought me to last night.

Never forget how much I love you ( Read more... )

when you don't know me anymore ( Read more... )