I want to start over. I'm sorry for the way I've been to you. I want to start from the beginning, to shed my negativity, to treat you like what you are-- my love. I'm sorry. Return to me.

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waiting for you, whenever you are ready.

I'll be waiting for you now and always.

I'm here, waiting, forever.

And it won't change. I spend all day thinking about you and I can't shake it off. My thoughts unravel farther and farther into the dark recesses of my frazzled mind, rethinking words exchanged, memories made, your sleeping head beside me, the cadence of your breaths. Your random spoken outbursts while asleep. That time I whispered I love you in ( Read more... )

My mom, sister and I went to Fudruckers to pick up dinner this evening, and my mom pointed out a man there who was apparently my dad's cousin. She didn't approach him, because supposedly she'd only seen him a couple of times and said he was the type to "attach himself" once you talk to him. And he had mental problems ( Read more... )

I should start writing in here again ( Read more... )

I had my first (and probably last) internship interview last week and it went a little like this:

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Ok, so maybe it wasn't word-for-word as bad as Miss Teen South Carolina's, but it was pretty damn close. Substitute "the Iraq" with Latvia/other bullshit and that's it. I spent all this time studying up on "the issues" of the organization that I ( Read more... )

I knew I'd eventually get around to mentioning this piece of shit movie. Now, I've never been one of those overly-proud "Persians are the best" people, but this movie just pissed me off to no end. I don't know how it's possible that someone could NOT realize how overtly racist it is. Depicting Persians as mutant orc-like monsters, perverts, freaks ( Read more... )

I found some Czech coins in my backpack this morning and I almost cried. Prague was my first love.

Yesterday I found myself manically listing every single Czech word/metro stop I could think of, while my boringass Medieval Lit professor yammered on.