Hey i have been working like hardcore and hanging with the ussally croonies. I have gotten like all of my friends jobs down in long beach. My boss is happy and i get 25 dollars for everyone i send his ways. It is a pretty sweet deal i am getting paid to hook my freinds up with jobs can't complain. I have been doing alot of golf lately and getting ( Read more... )

Today was a good day i quess. I got up and left the healy residence at 8 20 this morning and drove home droped everyone off and then it was straight to work. I am glad i brought my sweatshirt and other stuff in the car with me. I have been drinking entirely too much. It is starting to take its toll on me and hasn't given me the normal escape it ( Read more... )

Hey just got home form work and hanging out waiting for the phone calls to come to enjoy another night of self-desturction. But i have been thinking for the last like month or so i have felt like my house isn't a home anymore. I mean it has all the esstianal parts of a home but i don't feel kind of warm and hospatility that is suppose to come form ( Read more... )

Hwy been drinkling some tonite. I love alchol man. If i could i would be like drunk all th time. Man do i sound like an alcholic right now but is ture. Life is so much btter drunk than it is sober and the problem with drunkiness is that part when you come durnk no more. But if you be drunk all the time thaen there neever get undrunk which is the ( Read more... )

Hey been alittle bit since i updated last but i have been out or too exhasusted to update so i have been just let it slip up but thats okay i have been doing alot of thinking no need to write it down. But today was a good day i finally saw the new pirates of the carribean. It was good liked the frist one better but second added some good stuff in ( Read more... )

Well today was a midly fun day. I woke up with not such a bad hang over as i desrve. I drank entirely too much and decided to add some fun things into it that kicked me in the ass. I ended up throwing up alittle bit but i desrved that and it made me feel so much better. I crashed on chris's couch and couldn't rember too much of the rest of the ( Read more... )

Today was meggie lou's brithday and my friend jackies bday form plainview. I went to both of their bbqs. It was fun all around i talked and played badmitten and just hung out i love summer days just enjoying the peace. Jackie's was kinda akward didn't know a soul there other than jackie herself. I ussally flourish in these kinda situations but her ( Read more... )

Hey frist sober entry in awhile. It is only 11 45 it is even against my nature to be drunk before noon. But i think i am gunna stay sober for the next couple of days i gotta give the old liver a break and i also gotta cut down on the drunk dialing. I made a very bad choice last night on that one and i kinda cant remember what we talked about. I ( Read more... )

Hey it is 2 35 in the morning and i have been drinking the whole night. I think i should stop this trend of drinking in my life but i have been enjoying it so much. It brings me to a place where i can relax and cut loose but it offers me no comfort in live but for a good 5 hours i feel free of any sarrow or burden on life. I don't know what will ( Read more... )

Hey felt alittle bit more attached and happier today. I was really excited about gina's brithday party which was a good time but it ended aburptly when she decided to leave. We went down to the nautical mile for ice cream and to waste some time. it is nice down there at this time of the year. I had a very good time tonite. I am just feeling alittle ( Read more... )