It's 1:13 AM & I cannot sleep. Thoughts of future living possibilities & decorating ideas are flying through my head at lightening speed. I cannot stand living at home any longer. I am not happy here. I come home to find my sister in my bed, asleep. I turn on my laptop to her facebook logged in. Nothing in this house is mine - not even the bed I ( Read more... )

Change must happen within. You are not a different person when the clock strikes twelve.

I hate drawing blanks. They are the most uncomfortable and awkward things - like buzzing, unidentifiable noises. They are inevitable. They swallow one's mind and thoughts, leaving one in complete darkness lost in the nothingness it leaves behind. They are horrible creatures with large mouths & sharp teeth. These mouths are of extravagant ( Read more... )

I'm not posting because of some New Year's resolution - heavens no. I don't believe in such silly things. It just happens that a lot of things are on my mind. First of which is my encounter at the mall. I was exitting PacSun when I turn to my right and see a bright, hot pink sticky note stuck to the glass of the store. Upon closer inspection I  ( Read more... )

I am numb. I do not feel anything. It is a neverending flow of sheet of paper after sheet of paper. How I long to be running around Miami with my friends - enjoying the summer a way a teenager is supposed to. I want to ride the bus for no purpose. I want to ride the metrorail for simply enjoying the rush it gives. I am losing myself in this ( Read more... )

And thus another day begins to wind down in my little cave. Today I was given the honor of manning the copier - upon which I found out was rather easier than the scanner but a whole lot more time consuming. Indeed it was very frustrating to stand there in supposed comfortable wedges and press a giant green button over one hundred times... per ( Read more... )

My job is less than fantastic. I sit in a little corner cubicle all day long and do not have human contact save for the few times I venture out into the actual office. I hear voices all around me and have come to make little movies in my head. The actors do not look anything like the actual voice but, it is my head. I have become an expert in ( Read more... )