Let's see... where to start. Well, my life has taken a turn in a completely unforeseen direction as far as college is concerned. My personal life is as unpredictable as ever complete with the staggering heights and crushing lows. All in all life is following the same seemingly random patterns i always see. Another day, another reason to say " ( Read more... )

I don't write here much because I'm sure that no one out there wants to read six pages of me bitching about what pisses me of in my life. But I'm in a good mood at the moment. I just got back from seeing brian vander ark play at the factory and in was wonderful. Damn. Just damn. ok, thats enough happiness for one day. Back to perpetual gloom.

So someone commented to me last night that i haven't put anything down here in a long time. They were right. I haven't had a lot to say as of late. Most of my thoughts i've kept to myself. That and i've been putting forth that "effort" in my classes so as not to fail out of college. I know that i'm no stranger to failure, but it seems that ( Read more... )

Once again its been forever since i've taken the time to write anything here and again its to fill the gaps in my underpopulated yet overstressed schedule. I'm sitting at mark's computer clacking away noisily while hes trying to sleep off a hangover. I on the other hand am unable to sleep. I left my place this morning after a wonderful hour of ( Read more... )

Well, its friday morning... same old shit. I went to my math class, there was mention of a review session, i guess i should check the website or something. Then i got some food and thought "i could go to physics, or i could go waste time at home for an hour before work." Of course apathy won out over ambition and thus i am here in front of my ( Read more... )

Ok, so its been forever since i've been able to get around to putting words down here. Tonight i'm under a lot of stress and feel that this is a good place to vent. The quarter has come to a climax of sorts with two midterms back to back tomorrow. oh hell. Something is wrong when you take a light quarter and it ends up causeing this much undue ( Read more... )

I realize there has been a lapse in my journal. This is not due to lack of things to say, but rather an overabundance. I don't know how to go in to all the things that have been going on in my life, or how much to publicly announce. It had been an interesting and eventful couple of weeks. I'm sorting it all out in my head and as soon as i get ( Read more... )

Now, its been a while since i last updated. I've been so busy, but at least i'm down to one job... until i find another. The past week has been a blur of trying to catch up paperwork at home and sleep. I'm feeling a little bad that this morning i slept in and missed going to say bye to megan before he left to go home for the weekend. Ill have ( Read more... )

so i d'ont usually take these tests... but hey sometimes they hit the nail right on the head.


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Ok, its been a week and once again nothing has gone to plan. Things were pretty good none the less. Lots of work, of course. Wednesday i planned on going to catch a flick with mj and some friends. I went through hell with my father to get out for the night, and of course mj couldn't make it. It wasn't her fault, shit happens. She did leave me ( Read more... )