so on mrach 2, 2006 i finally got that kid out of me. and it hurt alot. so i guess now evan wants to play daddy, well that aint gonna happen. ive been thru too much with this baby to have him come ruin my life and hers. he and his parents came to my house yesterday to see her and i hated it. i was so freakin out and paranoid. i didnt ask to get ( Read more... )

so my belly is bigger than the rest of me. it happens. but i now have decided that it will be at least 6 to 8 years before i get pregnant again and hopefully the guy that impregnates me is my husband. evan and i saw each other after not seeing each other since saturday when he got fired over a lightbulb. i just hope that we can continue being ( Read more... )

so in the many months that i havent written to all my loyal fans this is my life right now: i am pregnant by evan, 5 months to be exact and its girl. heather forced me out of the apartment and for a few days i crashed at evans. then i moved back home which that was a little rocky and in the midst of this my ex boyfriend wanted me back. but now he ( Read more... )

so last nite we worked. fun fun although branton made me and kayla leave. i mite get in trouble for it today. so me and kayla lef. we went to my apartment to change clothes, then went to z's stayed for 10 minutes and left. the rest of the nite consisted of us swimming with no tops on. glen, 2 of the upstairs neighbors, me kayla stevie, princess, ( Read more... )

so evans sleepin right now. dont know when he's gonna wake up. i wide awake and very hungry. we got work today, me, evan, and kayla. they get to work while i sit on my ass. then of course there is z's party after work. and there's a party friday at my apartment. everyone knew but me. i have no clue who's comin ( Read more... )

we're watchin family guy. or rather i am because he's gonna be playin poker all day. work was kewl. kayla was there for 3 hours. i finshed sisterhood of the traveling pants. tomorrow is 2 movies in one day. well back to family guy. when i have more time ill write about my thoughts from last nite.

so im back at evans. dont know when ill be leaving. work has been crazy. eleven hours friday. claustrophobia is fun dont ya think? i got to work with kayla last nite. evan was on shuttle so i saw him more than if he had been upstairs. tonite he'll be upstairs and ill be sitting in box. ben got a mustang. i havent seen it yet but i was really happy ( Read more... )

i woke up at 2pm officially. evan got his stereo put in. so i guess that makes him ultra kewl now. i was up at rave while he worked and glen came up there. today is glens bday and he wanted to go to a strip club. i didnt want to go. glen thinks its cuz of evan but im really not in the mood to go to one. maybe another night. i watched madagascar. it ( Read more... )

so right now i'm at evan's house. dont really know how this all happened but i'm going with it. work was kewl, i guess. i havent posted in a while cuz my internet at the apartment is down. hopefully it will get fixed. tomorrow is that wedding. yay i get to be girly. glen was depressed by the tv, so yall go cheer him up. brandon was mad abot ( Read more... )

so all the crap from a few days ago is all kewl. at least i hope so. evan i havent had any further discussion about it. i wonder if he ever will ask about the whole bobby situation. work was okay. brandi is fucking retarded. i hope i dont have to work with her too much. i dont want to get in trouble for letting out my anger. branton yelled at me ( Read more... )