i haven't updated for a while. been stressed, busy, and just tuckered out. i have one last chance for a prom date and even though she's like my fifth choice, she's the hottest and i have the most chance of actually going with her than all the other girls i was planning on asking, only she's in college, LOL. whatever, a date is a date right? as long ( Read more... )

so many pressures lately, no time to really update. so many things getting me down, so many things expected of me, sigh, so tired.on a lighter side, got lots of anime lately.

hey, i haven't updated for a few days, not much has happened unless you count me being swamped with an assload of school work a significant event in my life. wait, it's only been two days since i last posted an entry, god, i really am addicted to blogging nowadays. same stuff really, yesterday i got together with a few people from my chinese class ( Read more... )

saturday's really suck for me. i'm at home every saturday bored and tired.i saw matrix reloaded yesterday and i am so confused. i think i'm going to have to watch it at least five or six more times if i want to understand what the hell is going on but i don't want to so let's leave it at that. the special effects and choreography are really cool- ( Read more... )

the saying, "i'm drunk on life."

if it's said that one could get drunk from life then i have been sober for a few years. i haven't really sat back to enjoy life very much because even if i'm happy and exhilarated for that one moment, when it's over, there will still be something that makes me unhappy and overshadows all the good things in my life. ( Read more... )

i feel like i'm two people now. more and more i get conflicting emotions and the desires and feelings i have are totally opposite. neither personality is more me than the other. on the surface, i act out this sanguine persona that shows little or no emotion outside of cheery optimism but inside, i am melancholy and angry. everything i see makes me ( Read more... )

對我的情人，我每天想到妳，我只要妳回來...
you don't have to say a word, just know that if you ever want to come back to me, i'll be here waiting for you.
please don't ask me why, just because i love you.
so girl, faith is all we need, do you remember the love we shared?
yesterday...I'll be here ( Read more... )

oh man, i am so stressed! i've got three ap exams this week and it's totally killing me. i know i said i wasn't going to study but i was wrong, i need the studying! argh, at least the rx makes me feel so much better. sigh, i don't have much time to post so this is it, you can look at more pictures of my cars though.
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man, i thought i was lucky as hell when my dad got me this car because i already got the 2000 acura 3.2 TL the year earlier. shit, this thing has been fun to play with and i have one of the faster cars at school check this thing out. you happy jeff? i just changed it because duke got his m3 today.

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i am in an indescribable state. i dunno what to say about it. i'm not apathetic but i'm not showing much emotion towards anything at all. something like spaced out, like i'm just a vegetable, kinda like i'm in a constant state of shock although nothing has shocked me. ah, it must be because of exams, and the trials begin...had class today, boring. ( Read more... )