I have a show friday then leave for iowa the next day, if youre home from college i better see you at this. on that note, if youre not home from college, be there anyway. bro-b-qs. i miss alexis alot...

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this morning i pooped out a whole basil leaf... wierd.

There has been so much happening these days. I guess I would rather spend my days doing something rather than nothing. It is just really stressful right now. I have been in sort of a depression for the past two months or so. There has been an accumulation of things that overwhelm me at times. School is going well but requires plenty of dedication. ( Read more... )

i am in so much more pain than i usually am. i feel hopeless and alone.

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I ripped the sleeves off all of my shirts so my heart won't show, she works while I sleep sewing them back on...

I had such a good thanksgiving. It is always nice to try something new. I went down to Benton, Ill with the Aprati's for thanksgiving. I don't think I have ever eaten so much cake/pie/sweets in my life. I am not complaining, but I will be getting back to Bally total fitness(aka dead hate the living practice space). I also had bloody marys for the ( Read more... )

we were always in the wrong place at the wrong time. caring for others whos vocab consists strictly of here, now, and mine. looking so puzzled you ripped yourself off to fit as another, abandoning friends, family, and brothers. its never been so hard to walk away when youve tried everything you can and run out of things to say. driving in circles ( Read more... )

sometimes i feel like im laying in a gutter. i wish i could sink deeper.

I just got done making/eating the greatest sunday morning breakfast with Alexis. Today is one of those work work work days. then at 8 design star is on. last night we were supposed to go to the cabaret in lakeview, one bottle of wine later and we took a rain check... 30 days of night is out next month!!!! oh and fridays show was fucking awsome. now ( Read more... )