so, I did it, I took a red-eye home and fought for him in his face, I laid everything out, and for once in my life I said everything I couldn't say before...

even though I've never been more terrified of anything. and I hold true to this still: "the only thing that scared me more than telling you I love you was watching you slip away"

so I did it ( Read more... )

I am NOT going to sit on the sidelines and watch the love of my life slip away.

mmmm... sleep :D

goodnight world!!!  tomorrow holds snowflakes a-plenty :) :) :)

ha. who am I kidding?

I can't be that way... (refering to previous *now deleted* entry)

just help me understand, I can't do this.

whew.

blind-sided and reeling.

whoa.

today was such an off day... WAY off.. idk, it was just weird... I didn't like it, lol.  laugh out loud, if you will.

so, part of my heart left yesterday and took it back home to the other part of it (I know you know I'm talking about YOU, miss).

but the days have been great here :D  and I can't thank God enough for the friends I've got here... I ( Read more... )

it's simply astounding... the strength that friends give each other.
the way that people reinforce the down-trodden...
I love it.

I LOVE it love it LOOOOOVE IT!! :)    and I love encouraging

it's a miracle taken for granted, and I love the little things.

when the world bites at your heels,

smile back, and remember,
we don't belong here... the world that keeps us is not our home.

mwahahahahahahahahaha

that's all I feel like saying right now for some reason and I have no idea why... I felt like updating, and that's all that came to mind... psh, and people say I'm crazy...

wow.. the mood icon thingy looks a lot like me too... whoa.