idk...i kinda feel indifferent right now ( Read more... )

 no...this is no cause to cry. 
none of this is.
stop.
apologize for it all.
this is no cause to cry.
but it is your fault.

you taught me to be like this.

 how can i tell you when i dont want to hurt you?
how can i tell you when i dont want to be bitten for speaking?
no venomous words.
just open ears.

*sigh* 
how can i?

Now I'm so afraid of losing my way
And I can't afford to make mistakes
And I say these things 'cause I know
We can all be replaced
When nothing hurts and nothing matters
The thing you were ( Read more... )

i hate when i cant study... 
i know i need to.
i just cant bring myself to. idky.
w/e.
i know i'll get around to it eventually.

you know... i cant stop drawing lately. 
but not anything pretty or "normal"
i cant stop drawing clocks. but its a certain kind of clock. and its always either 2 minutes before a period ends, 
or its a time important to me. and i ( Read more... )

i dont know what i'm gonna do without you...
i'm so scared.
both of you...

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you scare me.
you really do.
i want to ask you every time i see you...
"Who are you today?"
your poems, while they are beautiful in their own right,
they are terrifying. well, not terrifying, but disturbing.

for some reason i am completely and utterly attracted to ( Read more... )

i know we're not close anymore.
but when you said that today in class,
still acknowledged me as such,
it made my heart leap.
not to sound cheesey. but i couldnt have smiled more.

i still wish for those days when we could read each others minds

band tonight was pretty chill.
i didnt get into a fight with sean, 
he was actually in a rather good mood tonight, 
which is amazing for the tpt section 
cuz nights when we're all getting along, 
are few and far between.
i'm really thankful that we were all in fine spirits...
jovial you could say.

band ended on a good note for me. =]

and then bowling.
ohhhh ( Read more... )

 driftwood floats hollow
stormy seas prove to follow
you've left me gallows.
(c) willis

Easy now,
Hush, love, hush,
Don't distress yourself,
What's your rush?
Keep your thoughts
Nice and lush,
Wait.

whered you go?

All good things
Come to those who can
Wait.

i'll wait....

 sometimes life is hard for no reason at all...

i've lost the meaning in mine....

why is everything so empty now?

 so yeah...i take back what i said about you ( Read more... )