i can go to sleep tonight with a smile on my face.

sitting on the beach. just sitting and watching the waves, holding eachother.
i couldnt have asked for a better afternoon.

you are amazing. 

 you were just another regret....

...like the rest of them...

 ok. i get it.
i know how it goes, 
i've walked these woods a couple times.
i've heard the same damn song before.
just do me a favor.
dont try and make it so damn obvious your contempt for me.
cuz seriously, thats so fucking shady, its not funny.
i dont do anything to anyone.
i live my life and you live yours.
lets just leave it at that.

jesus christ i ( Read more... )

i just realized....

i'm doomed when it comes to working.
i have a terrible fear of cash registers.

shit.

  these are the times that try mens souls.

and how do you want me to take this?

if  i told you the truth, i'll get the same reaction.
if i told you my reasoning behind it, i'll get the same reaction.
and i'll just take it, over and over again.

if i told you everything i should, if i explained so you would understand, 
i'll get yelled at, corrected, and you just wouldnt understand.
so why even bother?
why bother talking in the first ( Read more... )

if you want a haircut *and those who saw the convicts know what a haircut is* go to my brother.
he is the best there is, better than frank matthews.
he will humble you so fast you wont be able to blink.
and i am so thankful for my brother,
i dont know if any one could ever say they are more thankful for anything on this earth than i am for my ( Read more... )

we are a shaky U.N.
each with its own alliances and trysts with each other.
some holding stronger than others.
and then there are the war hawks.
and there are those representing switzerland and neutral countries alike.
each tryst wavering upon the brink of breaking
and all chance of unanimity bending about to snap. 

 you are everywhere.
and i love it.

and i love how i can feel you move even when i'm not next to you. when i see you i can feel you stiffen and blush
and how you try and keep a cool persona. i love to feel you fidgit. 
its just so amusing.

i miss your hugs though...

je'taime.

i want you. i want you so bad.

i miss you...