I suddenly had the feeling to just say

I love you mommy.

I miss you and my brothers. my sister to, although through the years I have gotten used to her absence.

I hope you start taking calling me and checking on me. it lets me know you care. I love calling you, but it makes me happy when I get calls from you.

Sorry I didn't get to the computer yesterday.

Happy Mothers Day Mom
Happy Mothers day Megan
Happy Mothers day Robyn
Happy Mothers day Kat
Happy Mothers day Ronda
Happy Mothers day Heather's mom
Happy Mothers day Aunt Debi
Happy Mothers day Shandie
Happy Mothers day to all mothers out there, love you all.

"I wish I never had to live without your touch" I say, trying so hard to hold back the tears, know the hours will fly by quickly ( Read more... )

Well for the most part seeing my friends was great. I loved visiting with my brothers, I have missed them SOOOOOOO much. I'm so Happy Josh and the boys like each other. I was hoping that would happen ( Read more... )

This is a Journal, this is not a message bored for people to rant at me. if you have something negative to say to me you have my number and are free to get up the balls to tell it to my face. hiding behind a screen is just as bad as talking behind someone's back ( Read more... )

Really Long Survey (over 200)

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What is your name?Stefani DyanAre you named after anyone?Two PrincessWhat's your screename?VinebutterflyWould you name a child of yours after you?noIf you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?Matthew or TylerIf you could switch names ( Read more... )

ok I changed my AIM screen name. I kind of wanted to leave come people beind, and was in the need of a change. my screen name is now joshstweety. IM me and I'll add you. or send me an e-mail at vinebutterfly@yahoo.com

man, I'm so glad I ahve a disfunctional family. I'm so glad that I desided to stay behind. Josh, I hope you know you and one other person are the main reasons I stayed behind. I should have gone. I should have went with my dad, gotten a place to live over there. I need the guidance of my daddy. I don't know what to do anymore ( Read more... )

sorry to Matt and Mel for not posting your birthday's on here, I did call you though. I had no access to the internet durring the time of your birthdays.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRISTOPHER. always my little man. I hope to see you soon.

I look through the arcives of my mother's journal ( Read more... )