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i feel like blowing my brains out.

how are you?

howdy all ( Read more... )

i've had that dumb good charlotte song stuck in my head alll damn day. it's like satan ( Read more... )

i did it. yep. i did it. i called him kiddies, and we talked. i really like talking to him too. we didn't talk to long, because first he was at his friends, then he called me when he got home. he's really nice. seems like a great kid. he said i could call him anytime i wanted, and that maybe we could hang out later this week. woo ( Read more... )

according to stephanie, (spelling, anyone?), drew said he wants me to call him. i don't really know stephanie, or drew, so i nono if this is true. what do we all think. should i go for it?

i haven't done anything all day. i slept mostly. sleeping makes me happy. ;sigh ( Read more... )

i lied. i lied. i lied.

i do care. it does hurt. i am upset. i don't want it to happen this way.

i'm so sick of it happening this way.

somebody tell me, what is it i don't have? i seem to be the only one who doesn't know.

you can't do this ( Read more... )

no, i'm not going out with shaun. shutup. yes, i do like him. gettt ovverrrr itttt ( Read more... )

i don't know when the last time i updated was, or what i updated about..so i'm not going to fill you in on the past few days. i don't want to repeat anything, and i just don't care enough. there were some good parts, but mostly it was all just shit. and now the good parts seem like maybe i should have taken a harder look at them or something ( Read more... )